Tuesday, March 31, 2009
P& P #9 3/31: 14-18
-Mr. Wickham as revealed through Mr. Darcy's letter as a bad person, who masks his ugly soul with a visage, a pretense. While Darcy is actually a generally thoughtful person, he actually cares for his friends, which can be seen in his friendship with Mr. Bingley. These two characters are oppisites on a spectrum. And we see that at the beginning of the book, Elizabeth liked Mr. Wickham, and correspondingly she was a very prejudice person, making inferences and judgements without the facts. But as the story continues, Elizabeth becomes aware of Mr. Wickham's true nature, and we begin to see that she begins to fluctuate in her liking of Mr. Wickham and Mr. Darcy. At the same time, she is struggling to cope with the fact that she is actually a prejudice person, "She was still full of indignation [for Mr. Darcy]; but when she considered how unjustly she had condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against herself" (200). Thus these two characters are in essence like the modern day's equivalent of the little angel and demons that sit on our shoulders. She is stuck in between choosing the devil, Mr Wickham, or the angel, Mr. Darcy.
Why does Elizabeth not tell Jane about Mr. Darcy's reasoning for persuading Mr. Bingley to break his relations with Jane?
a. Elizabeth believes her sister to be to nimwitted to understand
b. Elizabeth is afraid that Mr. Darcy wanted to keep it private
c. Elizabeth thinks Jane does not care.
d. Elizabeth is afraid that it will only hurt Jane.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
P& P #7 3/27: 6-10
- Here Elizabeth is communicating her anger about Mr. Darcy breaking the union between Mr. Bingley and Jane. This incident just adds to her hate for Mr. Darcy seeing that she blames him for breaking her sister's heart. This only makes Mr. Darcy's situation worse, due to the fact that he admires Elizabeth, but Elizabeth absolutely hates him. And Mr. Darcy, not knowing how angry she is at him, will most likely try to do something to show his affection for her, which will result with her rejecting him, as well as her vehemently criticizing his actions and his personality.
Question:
Elizabeth feelings for Colonel Fitzwilliam are:
I. contempt
II. adoration
III. similar to how she felt about Mr. Wickham
a. I
b. II
c. III
d. II and III
e. none of the above
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Pride and Prejudice 6 chapter 2-5
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
P and P #5: Ch.21-1
Sunday, March 22, 2009
P& P #3 3.20: 11-16
Thursday, March 19, 2009
P& P #2 3/19: 7-10
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Huck 185-209
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Huck
It here be the strangest thing that ever happened to me Jim. So I just set up my line to go fishing and was about to lie back when all a sudden I hear someone behind me so- so I turn around and there’s a girl standing there, just staring at me. She mustn’t be older no older than I was. Then she asks me, “Whats your name?” I answer, “Lee Johnson.”
Then she just starts rambling a bunch of questions like “Where you from Lee Johnson? Why you here? What you doing out here?” And I am just standing there tryin a answer every question. Then I suddenly realize that she be knowing whole lot about me but I don’t know a squat about her. So I decide to ask her a few questions. I start by asking, “What your name be?” And then she says “That ain’t no way to ask a lady what her name is.” So I ask her again. “Excuse me, ma’am, but may I have the pleasure of knowing your name.” And she answers, “Why, my name is Mary Phillip.” And I follow up by asking “Well Miss Phillip may I have the pleasure of asking where you are from?” And she responds, “Only if you would be such a gentleman and walk me back to my house.” So I decide since the fish line probably won’t catch anything for a bit I might as well walk her home and try to find out where we are and get some fresh news.
So I say, “It would be my pleasure ma’am.” Then she suddenly skips down beside me and grasps my hand. Then we start walking. We didn’t really talk for a while, but the silence was killing me so I decide to just ask her a question: “So why were you in the woods ma’am.” And she says, “That is none of your business.” Then I say, “I’m sorry ma’am for being so nosy, I just wanna know why miss like you would be out there in the woods.” And she replies, “Well if you must know I was looking for berries, but I ended up finding something a lot sweeter.” Then we stopped in front of a small shack. And suddenly she gave me a kiss right on my cheek and says “Thanks you Lee Johnson for such a lovely stroll.” And she justs walks into the shack. Now that is the strangest thing that could ever happen to a person, Jim. To be fishing one moment then getting kissed by a girl the next.
jim
Huck, ghosts be real, I swear it on my life. Ghosts be real as the water all around us be real. I even can tell you a story bout ghosts. Huck it be a story of all stories.
Well it be a dark night wen it happened, laws know why I cudn’t a slept that night and I wish I had. I been a tossin’ and turnin’ for a while when I finally just be getting’ up. I be thinking maybe I just need to get some water. So I rustle outta bed and start walkin’ to the kichun. And as I be walkin’ thur suddenly thur be a light shinin’ in the distance. It were a dim light but it were bright enough to see. Then I be hearin’ a soft singing. I were very interested so I get up close to the window to get me a good look. I saw there be a negro woman leading ten er eleven other negroes. At furst I thought I be dreamin’ but I remembered that this here was real cuz I couldn’t fall asleep. They were just walking through them woods. Their dim light be bobbing up and down in the distance. But aftur a cupple a minutes that light just disappeared. It spooked me real good.
I reckon they probably be ghosts of the negroes that died round that place. First time I ever see a ghost. It be a bad omen to see a ghost. But it be a worst omen to meet one of em. That be reason why the old lady was probably gonna sell me, I reckon. Them ghosts gave me here sum bad luck. So you remember that Huck, yea hear. Ghosts be real, as real as me and you. And they be nuttin’ but bad, bad luck. You stay straight clear of em’ yea hear, or else they be hauntin’ us and be giving us nuttin but chills and rotten luck.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Huck Fin page 129-157
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Huck Finn 89-129
Monday, March 2, 2009
Huck fin 3: page 47-66
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Huck Finn 1: 9-27
William Lai
AP American Literature- Mr. George
February 24, 2009
Final Essay on Sin
Confession
Confession is often times the most embarrassing and humiliating thing anybody can experience. It is the epitome of retribution, the ultimate payback; this constitutes the difficulty behind admitting to one’s mistakes or sins. It is said that it is a sinner's “duty to confess, to suffer public shame, and to make public atonement. There was a God who called upon men to tell their sins to earth as well as to heaven. Nothing that he could do would cleanse him till he had told his own sin” (Wilde 228). Therefore confession is vital for the washing away of sin. Confession can ultimately take place in many ways, whether it is confession to another person or self-punishment, as long as the sinner deals with the fact that they have sinned. Confession is a voluntary process that is based on one's choice to admit and recognize the fact that one has sinned and that is what God calls upon men to do.
Looking to Oscar Wilde’s book, The Picture of Dorian Gray, it is abundantly clear that the redemption of sin lays in confession. In the book, the reader follows Dorian Gray for a period of twenty years observing Dorian live the ultimate life of pleasure and desire. Dorian lives this marvelous life of vanity and pleasure by using his everlasting beauty. By living this vain life of pleasure, his soul has become corrupt. This corruption is shown through the very portrait that allows him to sustain his beauty, making it the gateway to his soul: “the portrait Basil Hallward had painted of him […] was a visible symbol of the degradation of sin” (99-100). Wilde also makes it abundantly clear that this picture is absolutely hideous: “he saw in the dim light the hideous face on the canvas grinning at him. There was something in its expression that filled him with disgust and loathing” (161). Since the portrait is the gateway to his soul, the symbol of his sin, the reader can infer that Dorian must be an awful person with a treacherous past. Throughout his life, Dorian has sinned and fails to recognize or deal with the sin. By not dealing with any of his wrongdoings for most of his life, he lacks the knowledge or how to repent for them. When the effects of his sins finally catch up to him and he seeks a way to repent for his sins, he does not know how. With insufficient knowledge of how to deal with the situation, he chooses to not deal with his sins at all, and instead run away from them. An example of this can be seen when he tries to escape from dealing with murdering Basil.
Dorian, instead of confessing to others decides to get rid of the body in an attempt to avoid his sin. Instead of getting rid of the body himself, he blackmails his former friend, Alan Campbell, to get rid of the body for him while Dorian tells Alan that he has saved his life. Alan responds, “Your life? Good heavens! What a life that is! You have gone from corruption to corruption, and now you have culminated in crime. In doing what I am going to do, what you force me to do, it is not of your life that I am thinking” (176). Campbell wonders what type of life is he really saving. Can Dorian’s life be saved at all?
Dorian's life is filled with corruption upon corruption, with murder and blackmail topping it all off. Dorian has only known a life where his every capricious desire is met, where every person succumbs to his will. He has lived a life of greed, vanity, and pride. He has never had to truly grapple with his sins, his vices, and his misdeeds. Multitudes of religions preach that life is a time meant to break away from our lives of sinful pleasure. For example, Buddhism says the meaning of life is to end suffering by eliminating one’s cravings and earthly desires. Christianity preaches that the meaning of life is to live as Jesus did, the savior of all humans, the ultimate representation of salvation. Most religions like Buddhism and Christianity preach of putting off worldly pleasures so that you may live life as God intends us, and we see Dorian has failed to do this; thus, it is impossible to save Dorian because he avoids his sin. Looking at The Crucible when characters confess their sins and grapple with them, they actually find redemption.
Oscar Wilde makes it clear that sinners must confess their sin to find redemption through the character Basil Hallward. Basil Hallward is the only moral character in The Picture of Dorian Gray. But like all the other characters, he too has sinned as well. In the book, Basil Hallward worships the portrait of Dorian Gray. Once he realized he was worshipping a false idol, he immediately confesses his sin and tries to find redemption for it. Basil even tries to help Dorian by having him confess to his sin and atone for it: “Pray, Dorian, pray [… the prayer that] was taught [to us] to say […] Lead us not into temptation. Forgive us our sins […] The prayer of your pride has been answered. The prayer of your repentance will be answered also” (162). Thus Oscar Wilde notes the importance of confession.
In The Crucible, the protagonist, John Proctor, also is looking for redemption for sinning. He soon encounters a problem: where does redemption come from? He believed that redemption came from others, so he first sought forgiveness from his wife. Instead of finding forgiveness, he is met with a coldness “that could freeze beer” (Miller 20). Receiving this unexpected response he is shocked: “I should have roared you down when first you told me your suspicion. But I wilted, and, like a Christian, I confessed! Some dream I had must have mistaken you for God that day” (55). But he is not deterred after he failed to find reconciliation from his wife, and he again tries to seek it from others, with hopes that he might find it through the community.
John Proctor admits to the community that he committed adultery, coming clean with his sin, but once again it bares the opposite effect he hopes for. He is thrown in jail, accused of witchcraft, and is still burdened with inner turmoil. This unexpected response frustrates him: “I say –say –God is dead!” (119). He nearly gives up his search for redemption and nearly admits to Judge Danforth’s accusation of witchcraft, but he finally finds redemption.
John Proctor finds redemption through a revelation instigated from Rebecca Nurse’s shock in his agreeing of committing witchcraft: “Why it is a lie, it is a lie; how may I damn myself?” (140). This sparks the idea that instead of seeking peace from his peers, he should seek absolution from God. When he confesses to God, he finds peace: “There’s your first marvel […] for now I do think I see some shred of goodness in John Proctor” (144). And while Proctor goes to his death, the author makes it clear that through his confession he has been forgiven through Elizabeth: “He have his goodness now” (145).
Similarly, Dimmesdale, the protagonist of The Scarlet Letter, also faces the daunting task of finding redemption after committing adultery. But he takes a different approach instead, seeking reconciliation from God rather than from the public. He tried to repent for his sin by abusing himself both mentally and physically. He mentally punished himself through his silence because “he loved the truth, and loathed the lie” (Hawthorne 131), yet the community loved him as a saint. Thus, he loathed his miserable self, for he was the lie that he hated so much. This self-hate drove him to physically punish himself with a whip. These acts of self-retribution did not satisfy him though, because he still felt inner conflict over his sin, which manifested itself as the letter A on his chest.
Dimmesdale finds peace at the end of The Scarlet Letter when he mounts the scaffold with Hester and Pearl confessing his sin to the entire community: “People of New England! Ye, that have loved me! –ye, that have deemed me holy! –behold me here, the one sinner of the world!” (228). After this, he pulls off his shirt to reveal “what has seared his inmost heart!” (228), finalizing his confession. Hawthorne, the author of The Scarlet Letter, shows that the community had forgiven Dimmesdale through Pearl, as she “kissed his lips. A spell was broken. The great scene of grief, in which the wild infant bore a part, had developed all her sympathies” (229). Then Dimmesdale says, “The law we broke! –the sin here so awfully revealed! –let these alone be in thy thoughts! […] He is merciful! He hath proved his mercy most of all, in my afflictions” (229), justifying that one must seek forgiveness from God through confession. Ergo, Dimmesdale confessed his sin to finally find redemption.
Dimmesdale shares a similar characteristic to Dorian, that he too has a symbol of his sin. For Dorian, his sin is manifested in his portrait, and for Dimmesdale his sin is manifested as the letter A on his chest. Both Dorian and Dimmesdale try to hide the symbols of their sins from the public; Dimmesdale hides his under his shirt and Dorian hides his under lock and key on the roof of his house. Although both share similar circumstances, Dorian never finds reconciliation while Dimmesdale does. The reason being Dorian, unlike Dimmesdale, hides his sin, in order to escape its punishment, trying to live a pleasurable, carefree life. Dimmesdale, on the other hand, hides his sin as a means to protect the community and as a way to punish himself and ultimately confesses his sin and shows his sin. Dimmesdale’s confession of his sin played a crucial role in his salvation, justifying the need to admit his sin and atone for it. Both John Proctor and Dimmesdale sought redemption for their sins through confession, either publicly to the community or privately to God. By confessing their sin, they found peace to the turmoil that had stricken them comparably to Dorian who instead never confesses and never finds peace.
Another character that is similar to Dorian is Chillingsworth in The Scarlet Letter. Chillingsworth’s sin. like Dorian Gray’s sin, is manifested in his appearance. The more Chillingworth sins, the uglier he becomes: “what a change had come over his features, –how his dark complexion seemed to have grown duskier, and his figure more misshapen, –since the days when she familiarly known him” (Hawthorne 102). Thus, it is clear that Chillingworth has committed a horrid sin like Dorian. And like Dorian, Chillingworth does not confess his sin or try to repent it, resulting in his death. Once again, the necessity of confession and the atonement of sin are shown through Dorian and Chillingworth.
It is a sinner’s duty to confess their sin and atone for it. Looking at all the characters from The Crucible, The Scarlet Letter, and The Picture of Dorian Gray, the necessity of confession is blatantly obvious. Every character sinned in the three stories in some way, but all those that confessed their sin found redemption. Those that did not confess did not have to deal with repercussions of their sins in the mortal life, but instead had to deal with their sins in the eternal life. God calls us to admit to our wrongdoings and to atone for them, for “the Lord does not delay his promise, as some regard ‘delay,’ but he is patient with you, not wishing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance” (2 Peter 3:9).